Well, let's see... what little mundane things are going on with me now?

I've not been doing well on my exercising, and I've been feeling kind of rough for it. So, in spite of my foot that is still tingling, the numbness that is still in my right leg, and the fact that I can hardly move my right arm and shoulder anymore (I have no idea what that's all about, been hurting since last winter), I'm going to start exercising again. Not with the intensity I had before my back went out, but I have to do something. I just feel like total crap if I don't get a little movement in.

Caymen stayed with us last week. Pretty boring stuff, we just hung out here. He looks like a major throw-back to the 70's with his afro. Supah Fly.

Tank and I are going to try and start buying a lot of things we need for the house now. We've put it off long enough. We got some eggshells for the bed, and I got a better pillow. I had a better nights sleep last night than I have in a while. Well, it would have been better if Noah hadn't come to wake me up twice. I swear, I don't think he'll ever sleep through the night.

Tank's show will start making money again next month. We may try to move in the next couple of months, but I think we should be smart, put some money back and wait until the first of 2006. There are so many things we need to pay off and buy, so getting a bigger place may need to wait just a bit longer.

Ok, time to clean house and get ready for work.

Yeah, that quitting smoking thing went well. /rolleyes I'll try again in a few days I suppose.

I finally hopped on the Harry Potter bandwagon... 5 years too late? Eh, better late than never I suppose. I had forgotten that I had the first two books here (got them for Caymen not realizing he had them already). Last night I finished the first book, and I'll start on the second one today. I have to admit they're better than I thought they'd be. I don't know why I had this idea I wouldn't like them. The whole world likes them, so they must be good.

I broke down yesterday and had one of Tank's cigs. It tasted bad to me since I smoke menthol and he's a regular smoker. And right now I'm kind of craving one, but I usually crave them in the morning, I just don't have one. Hopefully I can make it through today without buying a pack. Last night I had a few moments of panic when I thought about the fact that I didn't have any cigarettes here at all.

I'm getting Caymen tonight. It will be the first time that he's been up here since Feb, for Noah's birthday. He's staying until next Friday.

I got up this morning and threw away my last 3 cigarettes. So far, no feelings of anxiety have set in. Usually just the thought that I have no cigarettes is enough to get me upset.

I've quit so many times, and always started back for stupid reasons. I hate to smoke though. I hate what it does to me, I hate the way I feel, I hate spending the money.

Wish me luck so that I can do it this time.